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Copper Creek
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Hilton Head Island
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Barony Beach
Mountainside
With my career in vet med.
Some of you might remember that I left my life in LA just under three years ago to join academia.
The good news is that I have head great success in my research, and no one is more surprised by that than me (who has no research background). I've managed to get 3 first or supervising papers published in top journals and each one has changed the scientific thinking in my area of research focus. Our most recent paper was cited within 3 weeks of publication by a top research lab in Europe- which means their paper was already likely fully accepted and they "stopped the presses" to add a paragraph to their discussion to relate our work to theirs. We have a 4th paper currently under peer review, which I expect to be the most impactful yet. It will definitely change the scientific conversation with the potential to lead to work that would improve the lives of millions of dogs worldwide, no exaggeration. I got a nice sized grant for more research in this subject. Part A is done, which will be impactful. Part B is coming along. I have 5 mentee projects going. Zero idea how I did it, but I got my research pipeline up and running and productive.
But academia is killing me. It makes no sense whatsoever. Its a zero sum game. Resources are scarce and the people who have been at the university the longest (ie the tenured faculty) grab the resources and won't give them up, no matter the effect on their colleagues. This means that hospital resources are "first come, first served". Access to critical resources (for my specialty) like anesthesia and advanced imaging are not triaged by medical necessity. I run around in circles trying to do the basics of my job which consumes all of my energy while accomplishing nothing. Support staff are not held accountable and pass their buck to the doctors without consequence. You're a receptionist not sure what to do? Call the faculty specialist whenever you're unsure, their time has no value. I routinely have to close my service to new emergency cases because our throughput is so low. Its hard for the student to learn in the chaos.
And any support service university wide provides no support but instead seems intent on obstructing progress. It took me 4 months to figure out how to purchase gift cards in Europe to reimburse European study participants. And that only happened because I hired an outside research assistant to get it done. Committee to approve my consent forms is a nightmare- don't reply to routine emails for 3 weeks sometimes. Animal use committee requires preapproval by consent form committee and then somehow always send me back to the consent form committee for another excruciating lap. My most recent "Animal Use" doom loop was to do what highly invasive procedure?? You won't believe it. Take various measurements of a working dog to define its body shape- gasp! With a tape measure.
My tipping point this week was an IT debacle that was presented to me as an urgent update but in fact was something that could have been done any time in the next 6 months. Yet whatever they did rendered my computer non functional and I've lost 2 days of work.
But the thing that gets me is that there's no will to change anything. You might point out a solution to the appropriate person that's perfectly doable and reasonable but there's no energy to implement it. Instead the suggestion is to do less. WTF? Its so weird but I have this successful research program and my vibe is that my dept head is not pleased but annoyed- because I require resources every now and then. The stagnation and lack of possibility of change is messing with my head.
TL/DR I'm taking a week and a half off to make a big decision- whether I retire now or hope for improvement. But realistically I know that improvement is not on the horizon!
Some of you might remember that I left my life in LA just under three years ago to join academia.
The good news is that I have head great success in my research, and no one is more surprised by that than me (who has no research background). I've managed to get 3 first or supervising papers published in top journals and each one has changed the scientific thinking in my area of research focus. Our most recent paper was cited within 3 weeks of publication by a top research lab in Europe- which means their paper was already likely fully accepted and they "stopped the presses" to add a paragraph to their discussion to relate our work to theirs. We have a 4th paper currently under peer review, which I expect to be the most impactful yet. It will definitely change the scientific conversation with the potential to lead to work that would improve the lives of millions of dogs worldwide, no exaggeration. I got a nice sized grant for more research in this subject. Part A is done, which will be impactful. Part B is coming along. I have 5 mentee projects going. Zero idea how I did it, but I got my research pipeline up and running and productive.
But academia is killing me. It makes no sense whatsoever. Its a zero sum game. Resources are scarce and the people who have been at the university the longest (ie the tenured faculty) grab the resources and won't give them up, no matter the effect on their colleagues. This means that hospital resources are "first come, first served". Access to critical resources (for my specialty) like anesthesia and advanced imaging are not triaged by medical necessity. I run around in circles trying to do the basics of my job which consumes all of my energy while accomplishing nothing. Support staff are not held accountable and pass their buck to the doctors without consequence. You're a receptionist not sure what to do? Call the faculty specialist whenever you're unsure, their time has no value. I routinely have to close my service to new emergency cases because our throughput is so low. Its hard for the student to learn in the chaos.
And any support service university wide provides no support but instead seems intent on obstructing progress. It took me 4 months to figure out how to purchase gift cards in Europe to reimburse European study participants. And that only happened because I hired an outside research assistant to get it done. Committee to approve my consent forms is a nightmare- don't reply to routine emails for 3 weeks sometimes. Animal use committee requires preapproval by consent form committee and then somehow always send me back to the consent form committee for another excruciating lap. My most recent "Animal Use" doom loop was to do what highly invasive procedure?? You won't believe it. Take various measurements of a working dog to define its body shape- gasp! With a tape measure.
My tipping point this week was an IT debacle that was presented to me as an urgent update but in fact was something that could have been done any time in the next 6 months. Yet whatever they did rendered my computer non functional and I've lost 2 days of work.
But the thing that gets me is that there's no will to change anything. You might point out a solution to the appropriate person that's perfectly doable and reasonable but there's no energy to implement it. Instead the suggestion is to do less. WTF? Its so weird but I have this successful research program and my vibe is that my dept head is not pleased but annoyed- because I require resources every now and then. The stagnation and lack of possibility of change is messing with my head.
TL/DR I'm taking a week and a half off to make a big decision- whether I retire now or hope for improvement. But realistically I know that improvement is not on the horizon!