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Y’all, I’m feeling sad/depressed right now, which is out of character for me.
The precipitating event is that my 82 yr old mother had a stroke 10 days ago. She already has mobility issues (back, knees, overweight) and the stroke has primarily affected the mobility of her right leg to the extent that she can’t walk. However- on the bright side- she is already improving, she lives in a continuing care community & is in their rehab hospital, she has lots of friends who are visiting and checking on her. She has good health insurance that will cover an aide if necessary to get back to independent living, and if not, assisted living is an option, albeit at a significantly decreased QOL.
So really as these things go, it’s not that bad of a situation, although obviously no stroke would be better. And I’m the only remaining child, and live 3000 miles away, which is less than ideal.
But the thing that depresses me is the family response.
Her only sister (79 yr) still hasn’t called her. I don’t understand why, they normally talk once a week. My Aunt has become increasingly obnoxious in recent years in her statements of her political beliefs, which differ from my Mom’s and Mom reports that Aunt frequently tries to bait her into political arguments. She refuses to get into arguments with Aunt but also doesn’t just go along with her (she changes the subject, or is non committal). So there is this undercurrent of discord in their conversations, but you’d think a sister could put that aside. I’ve spoken to my Aunt and encouraged her to call, but she responds she’ll wait for updates from me. Her grand daughter has spoken to my Aunt as well, similar response.
Then there’s my cousin. We grew up very close, there were four of us cousins who were tight, and two have died, so only two left. My Mom and I both occasionally talk to the remaining cousin, but it’s hard- she usually brings up some kind of implausible conspiracy theory, making it awkward to respond. You don’t want to argue but you don’t want to feed the conspiracy thinking either. But again, despite recent awkwardness, you’d think a person could put that aside for a close relative. I had to text my cousin a half dozen times, mentioning that my Mom had her cell phone and cousin could call directly. Finally after four days, my cousin called once to check on her. But nothing since.
Then there’s my niece- her only grand daughter, who is 20 years old, home from college and living 15 min away. Her mother (my SIL, my deceased brother’s wife) is a difficult person to say the least. They did visit my Mom twice when she was in the hospital before I could get there, but no visits or phone calls since. I called my SIL and left a message when I got in town suggesting we get together. They were “too busy” getting ready for a vacation and for the niece‘s semester abroad to grab a bite to eat. Then a few days later, I get a panicked call from SIL because their dog is sick. My gut told me to give them as much attention as they were giving me, but the dog turned out to be quite sick and I talked them through veterinary care on multiple occasions. They did cancel the vacation over the sick dog (there was no thought of cancelling over the sick human), which you think might free up time to visit or call the sick grandmother. Nope.
Meanwhile, my Mom mentions to me she needs a new IPhone cable. Ok, I say, let’s get you one ordered. I place an Amazon order, cable comes the next day and it’s a little short relative to the location of the plug in her room at rehab. I’m comparing it to her old iPhone cable and the old cable looks fine, but intermittently when I plug it into the phone the connection chimes repeatedly and the phone fails to charge (ie the cable could be defective). As I’m doing this, my Mom comments that “she” said Mom needs a new IPhone cable. I ask who “she” is and my Mom tells me Granddaughter. That was the kicker for me somehow- a 20 yr old who works at the local mall (so around stores routinely) tells her hospitalized, bed ridden non-techy grandmother that she needs a new IPhone cable but does zero to help her obtain a new IPhone cable. It was just so depressing.
I keep reminding myself of all the positives- my Mom is living in a great place, the aides and nurses are extraordinary, she has everything she needs and can afford it, our former neighbor works at my Mom’s community and is great, I can call her directly whenever. And my Mom has dozens of friends calling, visiting, sending cards. Medically, she’s doing better. There’s a lot to be grateful for.
But this family behavior has me in a serious funk. I need TUGGERs to give me their wisdom on this. How do I frame my own feelings to get to a better place emotionally? Are there new norms of behavior towards hospitalized close relatives that I’m behind the times on? Are my expectations simply too high?
Ugh
The precipitating event is that my 82 yr old mother had a stroke 10 days ago. She already has mobility issues (back, knees, overweight) and the stroke has primarily affected the mobility of her right leg to the extent that she can’t walk. However- on the bright side- she is already improving, she lives in a continuing care community & is in their rehab hospital, she has lots of friends who are visiting and checking on her. She has good health insurance that will cover an aide if necessary to get back to independent living, and if not, assisted living is an option, albeit at a significantly decreased QOL.
So really as these things go, it’s not that bad of a situation, although obviously no stroke would be better. And I’m the only remaining child, and live 3000 miles away, which is less than ideal.
But the thing that depresses me is the family response.
Her only sister (79 yr) still hasn’t called her. I don’t understand why, they normally talk once a week. My Aunt has become increasingly obnoxious in recent years in her statements of her political beliefs, which differ from my Mom’s and Mom reports that Aunt frequently tries to bait her into political arguments. She refuses to get into arguments with Aunt but also doesn’t just go along with her (she changes the subject, or is non committal). So there is this undercurrent of discord in their conversations, but you’d think a sister could put that aside. I’ve spoken to my Aunt and encouraged her to call, but she responds she’ll wait for updates from me. Her grand daughter has spoken to my Aunt as well, similar response.
Then there’s my cousin. We grew up very close, there were four of us cousins who were tight, and two have died, so only two left. My Mom and I both occasionally talk to the remaining cousin, but it’s hard- she usually brings up some kind of implausible conspiracy theory, making it awkward to respond. You don’t want to argue but you don’t want to feed the conspiracy thinking either. But again, despite recent awkwardness, you’d think a person could put that aside for a close relative. I had to text my cousin a half dozen times, mentioning that my Mom had her cell phone and cousin could call directly. Finally after four days, my cousin called once to check on her. But nothing since.
Then there’s my niece- her only grand daughter, who is 20 years old, home from college and living 15 min away. Her mother (my SIL, my deceased brother’s wife) is a difficult person to say the least. They did visit my Mom twice when she was in the hospital before I could get there, but no visits or phone calls since. I called my SIL and left a message when I got in town suggesting we get together. They were “too busy” getting ready for a vacation and for the niece‘s semester abroad to grab a bite to eat. Then a few days later, I get a panicked call from SIL because their dog is sick. My gut told me to give them as much attention as they were giving me, but the dog turned out to be quite sick and I talked them through veterinary care on multiple occasions. They did cancel the vacation over the sick dog (there was no thought of cancelling over the sick human), which you think might free up time to visit or call the sick grandmother. Nope.
Meanwhile, my Mom mentions to me she needs a new IPhone cable. Ok, I say, let’s get you one ordered. I place an Amazon order, cable comes the next day and it’s a little short relative to the location of the plug in her room at rehab. I’m comparing it to her old iPhone cable and the old cable looks fine, but intermittently when I plug it into the phone the connection chimes repeatedly and the phone fails to charge (ie the cable could be defective). As I’m doing this, my Mom comments that “she” said Mom needs a new IPhone cable. I ask who “she” is and my Mom tells me Granddaughter. That was the kicker for me somehow- a 20 yr old who works at the local mall (so around stores routinely) tells her hospitalized, bed ridden non-techy grandmother that she needs a new IPhone cable but does zero to help her obtain a new IPhone cable. It was just so depressing.
I keep reminding myself of all the positives- my Mom is living in a great place, the aides and nurses are extraordinary, she has everything she needs and can afford it, our former neighbor works at my Mom’s community and is great, I can call her directly whenever. And my Mom has dozens of friends calling, visiting, sending cards. Medically, she’s doing better. There’s a lot to be grateful for.
But this family behavior has me in a serious funk. I need TUGGERs to give me their wisdom on this. How do I frame my own feelings to get to a better place emotionally? Are there new norms of behavior towards hospitalized close relatives that I’m behind the times on? Are my expectations simply too high?
Ugh